waka

I think I depend on you too much.    The only places that i can forget about my worries are when I'm with you, or when I'm playing lacrosse. I know that I depend on you more than you to me, and that is what I'm afraid of. If one day, we be separated, I don't know what I would do. Maybe go insane. Maybe kill myself. Or maybe I wouldn't do anything. I can't help the way I feel. I'm afraid. I'm too shy to say, but I love you with all my heart. If one day you started to feel otherwise about me, I wouldn't know how to live anymore.    I keep telling myself that I can't feel this way. I have to supress my feelings, because in the end, there is